Wednesday, August 20, 2008

ahah ok so big news from me. So this one time i'll share a little personal stuff with you all. i know not many ppl read this and i know probably no one cares but i'm bored and stuck at home for a while.
ok so two weeks back i went through jaw surgery and now i'm all wired shut and i have to eat and talk and drink and everything else that you would do with you mouth (breath but that's obvious) i have to do through closed teeth. so as you can well imagine i have to eat liquid foods, mumble some of my words and sound slightly mad most of the time and breath :P. What all this adds up to it a boring stay at home by myself most days because parents work and sister left me alone today (tho most other days she'd be asleep for half the day anyways so it's like she's not even here).
and now for the big news. since i knew i'd be out for the count for a while i'd been stocking up on books to read (even if i am a slow reader) and other entertainment venues. so the other day while i was in halifax for a check up, we went to the mall and i got myself a DS and not just sny DS but a pokemon edition DS. it's sooo cool and it's got two pokemon on the front and it came with a case and pokemon DVD, ahah which i will probalby never watch. might give it to my girlfriends little sister of three years. Anyways since i'd gotten it i've been playing pokemon preal (borrowed from my sister's friend, Thanks btw). i also have FF6 which i'm a little confused on how to play and CSI dark motives. now if only i could get some other decent games. guess i'll be hitting the hobby shops once i get a job :(
speaking of jobs i really need one. but as you now know my mouth is wired shut so i don't know who would want to hire me right now. (They come off on Sept. 3 i think, can't wait).

and now my time has come to an end. CYALL

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

Grade 10 Quick Write "drama teacher"

I wish I could tell them that I knew what I was doing. Just to scream out I'm lost, I don't have a clue. But I can't. I'd lose my reputation. I would then lose my job and then I'd have no money. Why don't I just tell them I don't know? I just can't.
It would be to humiliating for them to know that I don't know. They would chew me up and spit me out. They would claw me to death and leave my body to rot. To have the flies swarm myself and lay their disgusting eggs in me.
Oh well, it would happen sooner or later. It would be over soon. I don't know when, but soon. This is why I can't tell them, they would think I was old. Losing my mind. I just can't do it.
I just can't answer the question that my student has asked me, maybe if I wait a few seconds the bell will ring and I'll have time to think about. But if I don't they will tear me apart, and think I'm stupid.